So I had the best way to look at life through the eyes of a person going threw trials and tribulations with their life as far as are you going to heaven or hell when die. when I was chilling with my friends we were getting high and drinking (knowing this is a sin and shouldn’t be done). b4 we came together my friend writes saying he wants compensation. but he already left when i got the message and i sent him the message saying I had none. at the end of our endeavors we ended up with 2 people we had to decide how we got home he said he would take us in a taxi. and we didn’t know if the last bus would take us home or ride with him. in the end 1 friend took a bus,the other rode the taxi. but I walked. But the friend that rode the taxi had to walk with me to were the taxi would be. on the walk i was asked ‘who do i thank for getting you dosed’ i hurriedly respond ‘you’. so he says, ‘i was expecting a lil bit more than that who else besides me, who would you thank for dosing you up?’(in my eyes dosing was a euphoric place so i saw it as a good feeling). i said god,i thank god. he said YES! that’s what i wanted to hear. As my first friend rode the bus home to heaven and my 2nd friend took a taxi home since his test was over i continued walking. my Philosophical moment was if i had died from those drugs tonight after i said that i probably wouldn’t have made it to heaven if me being dosed up made me truly happy then that’s saying screw you to the Big Man and being hypocritical to my faith. But I saw him saying that no longer in the mind as who do you thank for getting you dosed but who do you thank for giving me life and the opportunity to learn and that you never give me more than i can handle . that’s why i said god. god gives you choices whether or not you realize but every moment in life is a test of faith do you pass or fail this one and realizing your faults is the way to go.
me at wally world
And I said, “I hunger for you”, but this hunger is not the standard. I do not hunger for you in the way I hunger for mac&cheese or bacon or a popsicle (maybe a popsicle) — I burn with a desire for you to devour me. I trust you beyond trust; feel safe beyond safe. I don’t need you to be mine — I…
i want his face!!! =] i would give epic shows with tht
(via cleopatronize)
The Sunlight hurts My EYES!! best song to my ears!
Closing your mouth is sometimes better than saying anything at all
(Source: eyedots)